Affect

... and I'm not even sure anymore
where it is this is all going
not like before (when I wasn't sure)
as in maybe it doesn't matter
but it'll be all right
even though I had ( or have) no reason to
believe otherwise?
I've got this niche carved out
way up there (POINTING),
with just enough room
for me and my old Toshiba.
I get signals from vanity
center every now and then,
but the screen's gone black
and I can't remember
how it was I came to be
here, or when
it's time to leave.
When is it time to leave?